Drag.
So it has been about 4-5 days since I have last had a delicious drag of a cig. I must say it is going better than I have expected but I am really trying this time. Although I have resisted all temptations to steal one of my mothers pack of smokes sitting next to the microwave it is getting harder and harder to resist every time she lights up (which is every 5 mins) and everywhere I go I can smell that dangerously delicious addiction calling my name.
Not only is it calling out to me but not having one has drove me up a tree. I feel like crap with out one I am more tired and stressed then usual. People piss me off a lot more now which is not good considering I work in a grocery store. Im ready to just rip up that old ladies coupons and saying I dont give a fuck about you and your coupons. See we have a double coupon day once a week and the customers are always so bitchy about saving money and when i refuse a coupon for whatever reason they blow it out of proportion. Then they try to quilt me with the whole well this store takes these coupons. Well I have news for you people I dont five a fuck and go take that coupon to that store I bet you dont get it doubled there. So anyways now that I have cleared that off my chest I probably wont rip up some ladies coupons when I work on double coupon day and I will probably last another day without that tasty cigarette I am craving.
Love Always
Moi
